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/di/ ~ I need help...?
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It is hard to believe I am actually writing this, but if there is a small chance there is somebody here that can help me with my problem, it is worth a shot.

I am a masculine straight man, tall, ripped and confident. When it comes to my sexuality, I am pretty secure and successful with girls, I have no attraction to men at all. Even the majority of so called traps and trans girls don't affect me, but some of these traps/trans girls, mess me up in a very twisted way!

Here is the problem though, When I see a 10/10 trap/trans girl like the one in this picture, blond, my favorite haircut for girls, cute and feminine, I just can't control myself. There is this primal urge that overtakes me, it is so fucking messed up and weird, I know that she doesn't have a XX chromosome pair, that she wasn't born as a real physical woman, but that she still is a woman! And not a normal woman, a special woman, a rare woman, a woman that I want to dominate and rip apart. Now I have always been pretty dominant in my relationships and sex with girls, I like to devour their femininity with my masculinity, but this feeling and mentality is increased and intensified when it comes to a trap/trans girl like the one in the picture, far beyond anything I have felt for normal girls. I want to dominate her, make her feel helpless and make her surrender herself to me, as I fuck her passionately and abusively like a wild beast, then afterwards I want to hug her and cuddle with her and become one with her soul. To bond with her, to make her and myself the only people that matter in this world, together, till death. I've never had this kind of fucked up and paradoxical feelings for normal girls, still dominant, but not like this, it is chaotic.

Now, I am not afraid of this urge, but I am cautious of it because I know how powerful it is and it is probably the only thing that can overtake my conscious will and control over myself. What if I actually meet a 10/10 trap/trans girl like the one in the picture in real life?! I wouldn't be able to not take her! I want a future family, I want to reproduce with a worthy woman and pass on my genetic legacy and raise masculine, wise and strong sons and bestow upon them my acquired wisdom and philosophy. But all of this is threatened by this insane urge that comes out of nowhere when I look at 10/10 trap/trans girls like the one in this picture.

What can I do to get rid of it?! Is it even possible to get rid of it? Or should I let it be and if it happens, let it happen? What if it is a path of no return?

I've never encountered a danger to my free will and control like this in my life, I never submitted to religious, political, cultural and educational elements in my life, I have dominated and overcome many things, I've been in relentless fights of physical and mental battles and emerged triumphant and stronger than I was before, I've always been the master of my future and actions, but this time, this time it is uncertain. This is the first time I seek advice and help from others, this insane urge, it is indescribable, I tried to do so here, but still, it is too chaotic to control and describe.


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Ha ha OP, I'm the one who posted the pic of that girl in /pol/ when responding to you.

> What if I actually meet a 10/10 trap/trans girl like the one in the picture in real life?! I wouldn't be able to not take her! I want a future family, I want to reproduce with a worthy woman and pass on my genetic legacy and raise masculine, wise and strong sons and bestow upon them my acquired wisdom and philosophy.

For many if not most men, this is the single biggest problem with traps, or second only to the social burden. While you can look into things like surrogacy, bottom line is that finding a good genetic woman as your wife is the easiest way to have a family, particularly if you want many kids.

If having a family is important to you, then I think you should probably avoid traps.

When I reached the point where I decided I didn't want to have a family, then I began to focus on traps over genetic women.

>What can I do to get rid of it?!

Ideally, get a great girlfriend/wife, and you will likely forget about this. If I were looking to find a good wife to have a family, I would probably be looking into women from the Ukraine or Eastern Europe. A great resource is

http://www.westernwomensuck.com/

Before then, see if you can spend some time looking at pictures of beautiful genetic women or some other outlet to give you a substitute.

If your attraction is too overwhelming or you simply want to know more, then stick around.

>I've never had this kind of fucked up and paradoxical feelings for normal girls

Traps are very special. I feel that as our women became more toxic, then the familiarity that traps present to us makes them that much more attractive. If you're that obsessed with traps but want to have a family, you need a complete change. You either need to look for local women in new places, or get a foreign girlfriend/bride.


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We seem to have a similar conflict.




>There is this primal urge that overtakes me, it is so fucking messed up and weird, I know that she doesn't have a XX chromosome pair, that she wasn't born as a real physical woman, but that she still is a woman! And not a normal woman, a special woman, a rare woman, a woman that I want to dominate and rip apart. Now I have always been pretty dominant in my relationships and sex with girls, I like to devour their femininity with my masculinity, but this feeling and mentality is increased and intensified when it comes to a trap/trans girl like the one in the picture, far beyond anything I have felt for normal girls. I want to dominate her, make her feel helpless and make her surrender herself to me, as I fuck her passionately and abusively like a wild beast, then afterwards I want to hug her and cuddle with her and become one with her soul. To bond with her, to make her and myself the only people that matter in this world, together, till death.



First off i'll say that sexuality is complicated as fuck but i get exactly what you mean. I want a cute trap to just destroy in the bedroom one night (ladies, i mean this in a good way) and take her to sleep under the stars the next night where we hold hands and other cutesy shit.


>I want a future family, I want to reproduce with a worthy woman and pass on my genetic legacy and raise masculine, wise and strong sons and bestow upon them my acquired wisdom and philosophy. But all of this is threatened by this insane urge that comes out of nowhere when I look at 10/10 trap/trans girls like the one in this picture.

Same thing here. I want a wife and kids maybe 4 kids maybe 2 boys and 2 girls but i'm sure what i really want is someone to love who'll love me back




>What can I do to get rid of it?! Is it even possible to get rid of it? Or should I let it be and if it happens, let it happen? What if it is a path of no return?
If i knew i'd tell you as for me i'm gonna ride this ride and see how it goes. maybe i'll find myself a qt trap to love or maybe i won't.


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>>795
As a MTF I stay away from guys who haven't children typically. I wait for GG's to burn them with divorce and custody battles. I'll deal with trust issues long before I'll deal with 'but but but you can't have kids.'


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>>795
I want a trap, i think.
At first I thought I was gay, but then I'm like there is no way i would give up tits fro the rest of my life.
pussy? ehhh, not really for me.


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>>795
I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels like this OP. I love a good trap, but kids are a must.

Also, even though I find chicks with dicks hot, my favorite kind of sex is vaginal penetration by far.

I guess my ideal living situation would be to have a wife who lets me keep a trap fucktoy around

Actually, who the hell am I kidding. My ideal living situation would be to have a wife who allows me to keep a lot of fucktoys, traps and natural women alike, and fucks them herself too.

I'm a messed up individual.




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