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/con/ ~ I was molested by a cub scout master from ages 9 t...
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I was molested by a cub scout master from ages 9 to 12 from the years 1995 to about 1997. I enjoyed it... the affection and attention he gave me was great, since I wasn't getting it at home. My parents were fighting and stressed a lot, and I hated being there to watch them fight. My cub scout master and I had sex on a frequent basis and at many different locations, including at his home, at the beach, and of,course, camping. There were several times there was another boy involved, most often his own son. Well, now I'm an adult and having lots of sexual fantasies about little boys. I have seen some really graphic videos of boys,being forcibly raped by men and by other boys, where those boys clearly weren't enjoying consensual sex, like I was. I'm not sure if I should seek therapy, or what. I don't wanna get myself into trouble, but these thoughts and videos I find arousing can't be good to have, and they won't go away on their own, though I've tried to put them out of my head. I'll see a boy 10, 11 or 12 who I find attractive, then my dick gets hard and I begin to fantasize about him. It happened around my 11 yo nephew the other day in the pool.