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/con/ ~ i really to get a certain event from my childhood ...
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i really to get a certain event from my childhood off my chest, it has affected me deeply, i hope this anonymous enough...




when i was a young girl (5 or 6?), i had some problems wetting the bed, i don't know why, i was so nervous all the time and i had a hyperactive bladder. one time, i shit the bed. it was really embarrassing to have my parents see my bed all covered in poo. my dad took me to the bathroom, took off all my clothes, including my dirty panties, and laid in the bathtub. i can remember him washing my butt, wiping all the poop off, and teasing me for being a stinky butt. i can't explain how aroused i was. i felt so dirty, so helpless, and it felt so good to have someone clean me.




over the years, this event has permanently scarred me. i wish there was a boy out there who would watch me shit and wipe my dirty ass. but i'm way too shy to ever tell anybody this secret. :(


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Ok so there's this boy 2 houses down abput 14, hes always coming over and trying to hang out with me. He shows up asking if I wanna watch tv with him and that his parents army home. I think he's gay too not shure, he acts fruity but that could just be his personality. 
Ok my question is how do I turn him down nicely with out crushing him. I'm not into those little boy fantasys, I try's to tell him nicely no, and always giving him excuses like I'm to tired or i was sleeping, one time I told him if he wants we can play basketball and he said no, he wants to watch tv and hang out. I keep telling him next time but he is just not catching the hints. 
How do I get him to go away? Any advice would be much appreciated.


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My Trip to Cambodia during the summer of 2011

Let me start this thread with a little background information. After that, if anyone is still interested in hearing a trip report to Cambodia where I finally fulfilled my desires I will narrate that.

I was always attracted to girls around 7-8 years of age, I could not get pleasure out of anyone older than around 16, but I even got excited with infants – “if they are old enough to pee they are old enough for me”. But, I only really enjoyed the bodies of girls around 7-8 years of age. Finally this summer I got to enjoy an amazing 7 year old from Cambodia, her name was Maly, thanks to my Internet buddy Tony (not his real name of course).

I met Tony in one of the forums in 2008, we chatted and he has been to Cambodia several times and I finally decided to go with him this last summer. My experience with these little angels have been very limited as I live in a country which frowns upon this natural desire, but I’ve always wanted it, even before I found any of this child modeling on the internet.

My Experiences so far:

I fondled a six year old when I was around 15. I remember this neighbor girl freely coming into our house and at times she will walk in when no one else was at home, I play games with her and in the process touch her butt and crotch but with her fully clothed of course. I would not even stroke my cock or overtly show I am doing anything sexual but I have made her sit on my lap with an erected cock. I just masturbated after she left. But, I really enjoyed fondling her, especially the reaction on her little innocent face when I just rub against her crotch or butt. Then we moved and I didn’t do anything for years.

Then I dated this girl who baby-sits her niece who was a little younger than two. She was one gorgeous little 2 year old, big bright eyes and those juicy, thick lips to die for and I found myself strongly attracted to her and kept getting this instant erection every time I was with her. One time I was at my girlfriends’ as she was babysitting and this amazing idea went through my head. I convinced my girlfriend to go out and get us some pizza and soda and when she left leaving me alone with the baby, and I got to enjoy the little angel. This was the first time, but I repeated this with about 10-12 girls. This is a narrative based on memory of what I’ve done in general – it’s been a while.

As soon as my girlfriend left, I locked the door from the inside. I went into the room where the baby was and removed my pants and underwear and walked around her with my erected cock hanging out. Every girl of any age, immediately drops everything they do and stare for a while, its kind of funny. Then I sat next to her and started stroking my cock and smile at her, then gently pulled her hand and made her touch it (some don’t like this, some just lets you do it), then I laid next to her and rubbed my cock against the side of her body as I was looking right into her eyes, then leaned forward and started kissing her lips. Pretty soon I lose control and I always start licking or suck on their lips aggressively, I love slurping on it. Almost everyone cries when I go at it and then I lick their tears as well. With some I’ve made them sit on my cock and pretend fuck with my cock squeezed in between their legs. With each and everyone, I straddle across their face and with my cock just over their little innocent faces stroke my cock, rub it against their eyes, lips and nose. At the end I always shoot my cum on their faces and mouth. Everym single one of them cried when the cum hits them, if they have not been screaming and crying already. It’s like girls are born with an aversion for cum and learn to swallow it later due to peer pressure.

I enjoyed the perverseness of it. The best part is when the girlfriend returns and I make out with my girlfriend all the while imagining what I had done to her niece, little sister or family friend as the case might be.

I am 36 now, and in the mean time I had several girl friends all of whom I pretty much picked only if they did baby sitting on the side. The oldest girl I was able to enjoy with this modus operand was four years old. Once they can talk, one has to be very careful and choose a girl only after knowing her personality and her parent’s personality fully well. All of these girls finally grow up and can talk, the good thing with this method is you dump a girlfriend and you’ll never see the little girl you molested again and they tend to forget or never can find you or not bother. I had my ways with may be 10-12 girls and it stopped almost ten years ago when I finally got married. I know there are like 10-12 twelve year olds walking around who have tasted my cum, it’s an amazing feeling.

This is just a background of me….if anyone is interested in my trip please let me know.


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>>168302
>This was the first time, but I repeated this with about 10-12 girls.
>I had my ways with may be 10-12 girls and it stopped almost ten years ago when I finally got married. I know there are like 10-12 twelve year olds walking around who have tasted my cum, it’s an amazing feeling.
>I know there are like 10-12 twelve year olds walking around who have tasted my cum


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>>168302
>then I lick their tears as well.


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If I were the Cambodia guy, I would get the chick in the first post and the boy next door in the second post, take them to Phnom Penh and have the chick shit herself and make the boy next door clean it up.

Also, here is a hint OP. You will want to buy some Vick's Vapo Rub and coat your (and your partner's) upper lip. It is how the Kaviar Krowd deal with the smell, I have read.

I once had a girlfriend with whom I suggested, purely out of curiosity, that I watch her take a dump on the toilet. We actually had a few conversations about this. Surprisingly, she wasn't against it and in fact thought that it wouldn't be very interesting as I couldn't really see anything. She also didn't see why it would be interesting. She countered that she was sort of interested in taking a "golden shower" and we went back and forth. I would pee on her but she would have to pee on me also, I thought that might be erotic. But I also was interested in watching her shit, but she couldn't get past the idea she would have to shit without a toilet, like squatting in her yard or something like that. She said wouldn't squat on the floor of her condo, that would too much.

The whole thing seemed too complicated and in the end we broke up not long after that and we didn't do either.

I would be interested, but, no offense or anything, but the chick would have to be really hot.


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YES, I love licking their tears and lick their faces. I am at an amazing level you guys can't even begin to understand...,your minds are just way too small to comprehend me.



I don't for a second try to justify any of this like the many weaklings here by pretending these girls enjoy this. I think little girls suffer when molested (many I am convinced can live a normal life later, but some get messed up their whole life). The real question is, does my mighty cock deserve this and the simple answer is YES..."it is worthwhile for hundrads of little girls to suffer pain and suffering and some having their whole life ruined if it means I get a few minutes of pleasure out of them, my cock DESERVES it"...you weaklings will never understnad this.


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>>168306
>>I am at an amazing level you guys can't even begin to understand
To me, you rather sound like a little anti-pedo faggot who tries to make a bad name of pedos.

>>I don't for a second try to justify any of this like the many weaklings here by pretending these girls enjoy this.
They probably wouldn`t enjoy doing it with you, but if you think that children couldn`t enjoy child-adult sex, then you are pretty foolish.

>>I think little girls suffer when molested (many I am convinced can live a normal life later, but some get messed up their whole life)
If every adult who is having sex with a minor is behaving in a predatory or exploitative way, I seriously fear for the majority of adults, involved in any form of sexual relationship.

In some cases, notably the unwanted and/or coerced/cajoled activities, lifelong mental scarring is ignited by a "sexual" attack. These memories can also be exacerbated by the long-lasting memory of an experience that an individual is repeatedly told to view as dirty, shameful and profound. Understandably, this can easily lead to mental disturbances and depression. None of this implies that any form of willing and unpersecuted genital contact has an unusually high capacity for harm, let alone life-long mental scarring.


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>>168307
Sources, sources, sources! I want testimonies, forums, peer reviewed studies, EVERYTHING you have! I have all of these things for my case AGAINST child-adult sex, what do you have?

Link me to newgon and I'll flip my shit though. ONE site that I've disputed many times isn't enough.


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>>168308


absolutely will


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>>168308


absolutely will


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even here, there are links posted all the time, or do a search and some parts of the internet have all sorts of crap...how do you report? good luck!


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>>168311

Those links typically lead to newgon and I've disputed them several times before on here and another site. I also shouldn't have to go looking around for links. If someone is going to post such out-there statements, they should already know where they got those opinions from and should be able to support their claims. 


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You really dont have to be shy about these memories, or indeed the feelings and desires those memories give you today. I would be happy to talk about this with you.
It is well documented that our earliest memories of childhood states of arousele, will deeply influence what gives us the best arousele and from that most pleasure in our adulthood.
It therefore seems likely to me, that the only way you will ever experience that special type of arousele again, is to enjoy the same type of experience.
If we chat by email that will allow you to safely explore your thoughts and feelings.
Who knows you may even decide to meet up one day.
After we have chatted via email, if you decide you really want to experience that level and type of arousele again, then I would be happy to clean you up and care for you in the way your dad did.
Though to be honest it is unlikely we will ever meet, we probably live on opposite sides of the world.
Hope to hear back from you.


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You really dont have to be shy about these memories, or indeed the feelings and desires those memories give you today. I would be happy to talk about this with you.
It is well documented that our earliest memories of childhood states of arousele, will deeply influence what gives us the best arousele and from that most pleasure in our adulthood.
It therefore seems likely to me, that the only way you will ever experience that special type of arousele again, is to enjoy the same type of experience.
If we chat by email that will allow you to safely explore your thoughts and feelings.
Who knows you may even decide to meet up one day.
After we have chatted via email, if you decide you really want to experience that level and type of arousele again, then I would be happy to clean you up and care for you in the way your dad did.
Though to be honest it is unlikely we will ever meet, we probably live on opposite sides of the world.
Hope to hear back from you.


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